Focus on the Family

Dealing With Pornography and Internet Addiction

by Steve Watters

Brenda's heart ached. Her husband, a youth pastor, had been arrested. The problem behind it all was even worse than the arrest itself — he had an uncontrollable sexual addiction.

Frank didn't see it coming. His job kept him on the road a lot, but he thought his relationship with his wife — a Sunday school teacher — was fine. He didn't know his wife's casual conversations about religion in a Christian chat room had grown into an affair, until she announced she was leaving him.

For Brenda and for Frank, these situations were tragedies. They felt hurt, betrayed and helpless. Yet they made it. The good news is that today their relationships are restored and are continually improving. The process was difficult and required incredible patience and forgiveness on their part. It also required a lot of vulnerability and willingness to look at their own lives. Still, they'll both tell you that their commitment to recovery paid off.

Are you facing a similar tragedy? Are you still in shock after finding a stash of on-line porn or hearing that your wife has lost her job for constantly violating company policies against personal Internet use?

Or are you just growing more and more concerned about where your spouse's online habits are headed? Has your spouse's daily online time grown from a few minutes into a few hours? Is he online later and later into the night? Is she increasingly irritable when you question her Internet use?

Whether your spouse is just starting to show signs of using the Internet too much or has allowed a habit to explode in some tragic way, I encourage you to fight for your relationship. You have every reason to care about the health of your marriage and to take appropriate steps to keep the Internet from driving a wedge between you and your spouse.

The tough challenge for you at this point is to direct your thoughts and emotions in a positive direction. That's difficult when you feel hurt, anxious, and vulnerable. Dr. James Dobson addresses this struggle in his book, Love Must be Tough:

"As a love affair begins to deteriorate, the vulnerable partner is inclined to panic. Characteristic responses include grieving, lashing out, begging, pleading, grabbing and holding; or the reaction may be just the opposite, involving appeasement and passivity." Dr. Dobson says such reactions are understandable but are not often successful in restoring the relationship. "In fact," he says, "such reactions are usually counterproductive, destroying the relationship the threatened person is trying so desperately to preserve."1

So what do you do? You start with prayer and follow with a day-to-day commitment to love your spouse the way God loves you. The purpose of this article is to give you some general direction, to answer some of the questions that are likely to be going through your mind and to direct you to resources that can help you understand and address the struggle your marriage is facing.


1James C. Dobson, Love Must be Tough: Straight Talk (Nashville, Tenn.: Word, 1999), p. 30.

What if I Only Suspect a Problem?

What you should be worried about are signs that your spouse's use is getting out of control.

by Steve Watters

A large majority of the population uses the Internet on a frequent basis without having a problem. Additionally millions of Internet surfers are able to limit their use of online auction services, stock-trading services, interactive games and even chat rooms to healthy, productive purposes. It is also typical for many Internet users to go through periods of something like an initial interest binge either when they first go online or when they discover a new resource and spend several hours exploring it.

What you should be worried about are signs that your spouse's use is getting out of control — excessive time online that takes him or her away from family, chores, and other responsibilities; irritability or anger when asked about online activity or asked to get offline; financial irregularities, and other dramatic changes in routine or behavior.

Additional signs may accompany a secret pornography habit or other online sexual activity, says Dr. Kimberly Young, a pioneer in Internet addiction research. She encourage spouses to look for changes in sleep patterns, demands for privacy, evidence of lying, personality changes, a loss of interest in sex and a declining investment in your relationship.1

One way to determine if your spouse's activity is drifting off into inappropriate areas is to simply ask them, "What are you doing while you are online?" If they seem defensive or deceptive, you may want to get a more accurate idea by reviewing the history files on your browser. If you have Microsoft's Internet Explorer, just click the "History" button on the toolbar. 

The history file usually provides documentation for the locations and times of all Web traffic over the past month or so. A history file that is empty or only has a couple of files despite a lot of recent activity may be an indication that your spouse has found out how to clear the browser history (an option available in the preferences area of the browser). Your spouse may not be aware, however, that pictures from the Web sites they visit are usually stored in a temporary area called a cache file. You can usually find that file on both PCs and Mac computers by using the "Find" feature and doing a search among file folders with the words "cache" or "webcache." This folder will bring up a list of item names with the suffix ".gif" or ".jpg." By clicking on those file names, you can see what pictures have been downloaded. If you see either pornography or gambling related images, then you know that someone in your house has a problem that needs to be addressed.


1Dr. Kimberly S. Young, "Is Internet addiction a problem for someone you know?" http://www.addiction-solutions.nl/ned/home.html.

Should I Confront My Spouse?

If you see indications that your spouse's Internet use is out of control, you need to confront them with your concern.

by Steve Watters

If you see indications that your spouse's Internet use is out of control or if you have reason to believe that he or she is involved in some form of online sex or relationship, then you need to confront them with your concern. You don't have to be judgmental or condemning — you simply express with love the things that concern you and wait for your spouse's response. For example, you say, "Honey, I feel like your online activities are taking you away from me and the family;" "I found some inappropriate stuff on our computer, do you know where it came from?" or "I love you. I'm concerned because our marriage is in trouble. I see the following (detail specific problems):"

There is an outside chance that your spouse was not responsible for the images you found or that your spouse was genuinely not aware that his or her Internet use had given you reason to be concerned. Confrontation under these circumstances is helpful because it gives you the opportunity to restore trust and open communication.

However, if you are tapping into a real problem the response could be ugly. Out of embarrassment, your spouse may grow defensive and try to minimize the problem or may even try to shift blame for his or her actions to you: "There wouldn't be a problem if you weren't so paranoid."

Because of the unpredictability of confrontation, many spouses choose not to confront, even after they have seen early warning signs. Instead they hope for the best and just try to tolerate a less fulfilling relationship. "In that case, they need to quit looking at their spouse through their eyes and see them through God's eyes," says Rob Jackson, a Christian counselor who had to fight to restore his marriage.

"God doesn't want you to focus on what you would do to please your spouse, He wants you to focus on what He expects or requires of you — a very different standard." He doesn't want sin to keep someone from having an abundant life and a healthy marriage — even if the spouse is too afraid to confront the problem.

As difficult as confrontation can be and as unpredictable as the response can be, some guys actually want to be caught so they can be relieved of a secret struggle. "Hopefully, your spouse is like many who get caught in the trap of addiction," says Steve Arterburn, founder of New Life Clinics. "They know what they are doing is wrong. They are aware of the sorry nature of their lives. The problem is that they don't know how to initiate changes in their behaviors. What seems most painful to you may be exactly what he needs in order to begin the healing and recovery process."

"Confrontation is really your only power," says Marsha Means, an author who wrote about her husband's struggle with pornography. "You're powerless; it's up to God and that person after you confront."


How Do I Handle His/Her Denial or Refusal to Get Help?

Don't be surprised if your spouse denies having a problem.

by Steve Watters

Don't be surprised if your spouse either denies having a problem (despite your evidence) or admits having a problem but refuses to take meaningful steps to address it.

"Denial of a problem or not wanting to get help is a symptom of the real problem and if you have to wait for your spouse to say they're finally ready, they may never get there," says Dr. Harry Schaumburg, a sexual addiction counselor. Schaumburg believes your approach should be to invite them to help you improve your marriage. You could say: "This whole thing that you've been struggling with — without seeing change — has really taken its toll on me. I don't like how it affects how I feel about you. I want us to restore relationship. I want us to build something. You need to do this, because I'm hurting."

If your spouse will not respond to that Rob Jackson recommends that you follow the model of confrontation laid out in Matthew 18:15-17:

If your brother sins against you, go and show him his fault, just between the two of you. If he listens to you, you have won your brother over. But if he will not listen, take one or two others along, so that "every matter may be established by the testimony of two or three witnesses" (v. 15-16).

In other words, if confronting one-on-one doesn't work, confront your spouse with witnesses: business partners, friends, or a pastor (but not your children).

"Love bomb them," says Dr. Jennifer Schneider, a researcher who wrote about her response to an adulterous husband in her book Back from Betrayal. She recommends a format similar to the interventions spouses often use to confront alcoholics.1

Rob Jackson recommends that you go into the confrontation with a treatment game plan (a support group, counseling sessions, etc.) already worked out among your witness team. If your spouse still seems reluctant to get help, you will need to say, "Here is what you are doing; here are the directives. I'm willing to get help, too. If you’re not, you are jeopardizing the relationship to the point of separation." Rob believes this approach is important because the addict needs to work as a team player and quit trying to be independent of the family. "No one family member is more important than the rest of the family," he says.2


1Interview with Dr. Jennifer Schneider.
2Interview with Rob Jackson.

When is it Appropriate for Me to Leave?

Christian counselors generally agree that you should physically separate yourself from your spouse if you or your children are being exploited or victimized or enduring ongoing verbal abuse or emotional cruelty.

by Steve Watters

Christian counselors generally agree that you should physically separate yourself from your spouse if you or your children are being exploited or victimized or enduring ongoing verbal abuse or emotional cruelty. You should not tolerate an environment where physical, emotional and sexual abuse is occurring. When there is not a direct threat, however, Rob Jackson believes that separation should be the exception rather than the rule. He suggests that some women tend to minimize their husband's behavior and not recognize it as abusive. He recommends that those women go with their hearts if they feel that their husband's actions are not cherishing and have made their home unsafe.

Separation that does occur should be therapeutic, not in anger, Rob says. He compares therapeutic separation to the fire lines that firefighters often set to stop blazes. By intentionally burning a controlled area, they can remove the threat of a disastrous wildfire. Similarly, instead of having a problem flare up and destroy a relationship, a brief therapeutic separation can create an environment for recovery that will hopefully keep the couple from having to go through a permanent separation later.1

This process should be mediated by a pastor or counselor who establishes goals for what the couple will try to achieve during their time apart. The first phase of the separation involves 30 days with no contact between the husband and wife. Any arrangements for finances or care for children should be negotiated up front so that communication can be limited strictly to emergencies. This experience shows couples what divorce feels like. Rob notices that couples going through problems often only have a pseudo-divorce. One of the partners gets kicked out of the house but then the two still have sex occasionally, have long phone calls and other kinds of on-again, off-again contact, making recovery difficult. Total separation, however, forces the spouse with the addiction to see what losing his or her partner completely would be like.

During this time, the husband and wife will spend time working on individual issues with a counselor. Over the next 30 days, the couple will start including a joint counseling session once a week. They will also add in a date night once a week where they spend time being civil towards each other. By the seventh or eighth week, the couple should start addressing what kind of minimal changes will have to occur for when they come back together — no infidelity, no cybersex, and so forth.

In the last phase, the couple moves back in together, maintaining a period of joint counseling and beginning to tackle long-term issues such as communication and financial management.


1Ibid.

My Wife Has a Cybersex Problem

Because of the incredible shame they face, men are not as eager to talk through their spouse's sexual problems as women often are.

by Steve Watters

The Pure Intimacy Web site is divided into an area for the person who struggles with on-line sexual temptation and another area for the concerned spouse. Surprisingly, at least 25 percent of those visiting the area for the concerned spouse identify themselves as men. The emails they write tell about their wive's on-line affairs or sometimes even problems with pornography. The saddest thing about these emails is that the men are really hurt and don't have a clue what to do about it all.

"Because of the incredible shame they face, men are not as eager to talk through their spouse's sexual problems as women often are," says Dr. Schneider, who believes many aren't getting the help they need. "Shame is greater for the husband of a sex addict, because their wife's actions go against cultural expectations," says Marnie Faree, a marriage and family therapist. She believes it causes men to question what their wife's addiction says about their masculinity and their marriage.

According to Faree, husbands of sex addicts typically respond in one of two ways: either they grow very controlling and angry and then refuse to take responsibility for their role in the problem or they become very passive and try to ignore the problem.

In your hurt and embarrassment, you have to find a balance between those extremes. You can't ignore the problem — you have to fight for your relationship, but you can't do it out of a sense of anger or control. You have to boldly share your concerns with your wife and then release her to God and often to professional help as well.

That's what Frank resolved to do when his wife left him for someone she met on-line. For a year, Frank prayed for his wife and continued to extend forgiveness and unconditional love as best as he could despite his hurt. That was exactly what his wife needed. "Frank just amazes me with his unconditional love and he says that … comes [only] from God," she says, now that they are back together. "I still can't believe God gave him the strength to forgive me and not let it eat away at him and our marriage."

Frank was also willing to take the difficult step of looking at his own life to see how he could help improve his marriage. Now he encourages other men to look at underlying relational problems that may be fueling their wive's struggle. "Find out why your wife is resorting to this type of behavior," he says, "See if it is out of loneliness or not enough communication in the marriage." Once Frank realized that he had not been communicating his feelings very well, he started sending his wife emails — a format that helped him to open up. "I couldn't believe they were from my husband," his wife says. "I was so moved by what he was saying. He could never say that in person. I started falling in love with him all over again. I saw a side of him I'd never seen before."


Dr. Bill Maier on Pornography Recovery

Dr. Bill Maier addresses the issue of recovery from pornography use.

Answered byDr. Bill Maier

Should We Get Married?

Dear Dr. Bill: My fiancé and I are both 24 years old and in grad school. We've been engaged for about a year and plan to get married after we graduate next year. When we first started dating, my fiancé admitted he had a problem with pornography -- but he said it wasn't very often. At the time, I believed we could overcome it together. But two years later it seems to be worse. He's honest and tells me about when he looks at it and how he feels guilty and dirty afterwards. But he admits that this is an addiction. We've tried to take precautions so he won't have access, but he still finds ways to look at it. What else can we do to help stop this addiction? And -- is this something that should make me reconsider the marriage?

Jessica, unfortunately you're not alone. The research on pornography use indicates that millions of young men -- and many married men -- view it on a regular basis. Many of these men are clinically addicted to porn use -- even though they might not admit it.

The good news is that your fiancé understands that viewing pornography is harmful to him and to your relationship and he wants to quit this addiction. Tragically, many men don't see using porn as a problem, and many believe it will "spice up" their marriage. This couldn't be further from the truth.

I'd suggest that your fiancé seek out a Christian therapist who specializes in treating pornography addiction. Our counseling department at Focus on the Family can provide him with a referral to a therapist in your area.

You should both understand that the counseling process will take some time -- you shouldn't expect an "overnight cure." Also, it's important that the therapist addresses the spiritual aspects of his addiction as well as the emotional ones. Viewing pornography is a sin, and it violates God's intent for human sexuality. In fact, in a sense, for a married man, the use of pornography is equivalent to committing emotional adultery.

Your fiancée's therapist may also suggest that he enter an accountability group with other men who are working on the same thing. The therapist may bring you into the counseling process as well, since his use of porn has already impacted your relationship and will be a factor if you move forward into marriage.

If your fiancée is willing to take these steps and demonstrates a real willingness to make changes in his behavior, there is no reason to call off the engagement. However, I would suggest you postpone the wedding until you are confident that he is on the road to recovery.

Also, if you haven't pursued a structured, premarital counseling program that includes personality testing, sign up for one. In my opinion, every couple considering marriage should commit to such a program, preferably before they get engaged. We have a book about this by Susan & Dale Mathis, called "Countdown for Couples."


What is Appropriate to Tell Our Kids?

Dear Dr. Bill: My husband has a sexual addiction to Internet pornography. Thank God, we've both been involved in recovery for about four years, and our marriage is steadily growing stronger. But my question deals with how we should talk about this with our 11-year-old daughter and 9-year-old son. They've known that we've faced serious problems but they have no details, and they're starting to ask questions about all the meetings we go to. Some of the couples we've encountered in these recovery groups work very hard to keep their kids in the dark, but that seems like a form of denial to me.

I feel our kids would be better served by telling them what they need to know in an appropriate way, rather than letting their imaginations run wild. My husband agrees that we should talk to the kids — but how much should we tell them? And how can we emphasize that God can turn ashes into something beautiful?

I appreciate your honesty and your desire to do the right thing with your kids. I agree with you about not keeping them in the dark about this issue in your marriage. However, given their ages, you'll need to handle the topic sensitively and not overload them with unnecessary details.

I'd suggest that you start by laying a foundation for a healthy, biblical view of sexuality. Some parents erroneously believe that sex education involves having "the talk" when their kids are about to enter puberty. In reality, we should begin talking to our kids about this subject when they are very young. Your children need to understand that God created humans in His image, male and female, and that men and women bring unique and complimentary qualities to sexuality and relationships. Let them know that our sexuality is a marvelous gift that God has given us, but that it can only find its true expression in a life-long committed marital relationship or in celibacy.

You should also let them know that Satan is the great deceiver, and that he does everything he can to twist and distort God's intent for sexuality. One of the ways Satan does this is by attempting to get us to view other people as sexual objects for our gratification, not as whole, valuable persons made in God's image. Your husband can explain that he began to believe these lies about sex several years ago, and that as a result he began to look at inappropriate pictures of women on the Internet. He can share that he has since repented for his actions and asked your forgiveness, and that you have forgiven him. You can then explain that the meeting you go to each week is for husbands and wives who are dealing with the same problem, and that God uses other people to hold us accountable for our behavior and overcome temptation.

By the way, in addition to the recovery group, I would encourage you and your husband to seek out a professional therapist who specializes in treating sexual addictions. Although recovery groups can offer great support, it's critical to tackle the underlying issues that led to the addiction in the first place. Also, let me recommend a great series of books that you can read with your kids that will help them develop an accurate biblical view of human sexuality. The series is called "God's Design for Sex" and is written by Stan and Brenna Jones and Carolyn Nystrom. Each booklet in the series is written for kids in a particular age range.


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