What kind of wife will I be in 20 or 30 years? Will I be more loving and devoted to my husband? Will my husband still enjoy being married?
I first asked myself these questions when I was at home with three little ones. I watched as my husband, Jody, moved down on my list of priorities, and I soon realized how easy it would be to live my marriage by default.
But I wanted to be intentional; I wanted to be able to say in the end, ''I've done the very best I could."
Being intentional about your marriage means that you must establish a goal. What is your goal as a wife?
As a young wife, I thought I had a goal: to develop a deep intimacy in all areas of my marriage. My problem proved to be that I had my goals and my desires mixed up.
A goal is something I want and have the power to make happen. A desire isn't something I can plan for, and often it cannot be controlled.
My goal was really a desire. Although I longed and prayed for intimacy in my marriage, I could not control whether my husband wanted intimacy, too. I could only make choices for me. So my goal and prayer became: Teach me how to be a godly wife.
I took my new goal and formed it into a marriage purpose statement, a written objective reflecting who I wanted to become. Like a rudder on a ship, it has for years been steering my marriage boat.
In the busyness of life and the disappointment of unmet needs, it's natural to drift away from the Lord's design for you as a wife. I implore you, whatever season you may be in, to be intentional in your marriage, thoughtfully considering the kind of wife you want to be. Commit to pray, plan and persevere.
I've been married for 47 years now, and my husband and I are reaping the benefits of living our marriage by design. It took thought, time and sacrifice, but it's an investment that's proven well worth the effort.Linda is a missionary, speaker and author of What's It Like to Be Married to Me?
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