Repeatedly Straying Christian Wonders if He's Beyond God's Forgiveness

From our perspective, there's a sense in which the answer is both yes and no. Let's take a closer look and see if we can't sort out the two sides of the issue for you.

We'll start with no. Technically speaking, you can't "use up your allotted quota." There is no limit to God's grace and forgiveness. That's the concept behind Jesus' response to Peter's famous question: "Then Peter came to Him and said, 'Lord, how often shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? Up to seven times?' Jesus said to him, 'I do not say to you, up to seven times, but up to seventy times seven'" (Matthew 18:21, 22).

God's forgiveness is like that. It's a bottomless well. It's a fountain perpetually springing up to eternal life. Like the compassionate father in Jesus' parable, the Lord is always watching anxiously for the prodigal son to return (Luke 15:20). The Bible describes His character as "merciful, gracious, long-suffering, and abounding in goodness and truth" (Exodus 34:7).

That's not to mention that we all wrestle with habitual sins and recurring rebellion every single day of our lives. We are all constantly dealing with this up-and-down, back-and-forth, yes-and-no, push-and-pull syndrome in our relationship with the Lord. That's why we have to cling to the promise of I John 1:8 and 9: "If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (I John 1:7-9). This is a day-by-day, moment-by-moment process.

There's another side to this story, of course. That's why we said that the answer to your question is both yes and no. Hebrews 10:26-31 seems to suggest that if a person insists on living an unchristian life even after "receiving the knowledge of the truth," there's good reason to suppose that he never really knew Christ in the first place. We're talking here about someone who willfullypersists in committing the same sin over and over again. Most importantly, we're thinking of a person who does this without remorse and without showing any evidence of a genuine desire to change. In the case of such an individual, the writer says, it's reasonable to suppose that "there no longer remains any sacrifice for sins." This may be what Scripture means when it warns us against "tempting God" and "grieving the Holy Spirit."

What's the upshot? In practical terms, it's quite simple. If you really love God, maybe it's time to grow up. Maybe it's time to realize that true love never takes advantage of the other person's patience and longsuffering. Love doesn't ask questions like, "How much is too much?" or "How far is too far?" It doesn't say, "Hey, if I walk away and do my own thing for a while, I can always come back." Instead, it grieves over the thought of breaking that precious fellowship even for a moment. It sticks close to home and tries to stay clean. Its desire is always to please and honor the beloved.

If this is an ongoing struggle for you, we'd strongly recommend that you get some help from a real, flesh-and-blood human being. Seek out a mature fellow believer, preferably a pastor, church elder, or qualified Christian counselor, who can come alongside you. You need to find someone who you can talk to openly and honestly about your recurring temptations.

With this in mind, we want to invite you to take a first step in this direction by contacting our Counseling Department. They may be reached for a free consultation Monday through Friday between 6:00 a.m. and 8:00 p.m. Mountain time at 855-771-HELP (4357). The Family Help Center staff member who answers the phone will arrange for a licensed counselor to call you back. One of them will be in touch just as soon as they're able.

Resources
Unpacking Forgiveness: Biblical Answers for Complex Questions and Deep Wounds (book)

The Freedom and Power of Forgiveness (book)

How To Forgive Ourselves--Totally: Begin Again By Breaking Free From Past Mistakes (book)--Totally

God Gives Second Chances: How to Get Up, Dust Off, and Be Used Again By God When You Fall (book)

Discovering the God of Second Chances (Jonah, Joel, Amos, Obadiah) (book)

Referrals
Christian Research Institute - An organization that specializes in refuting aberrations of the Christian faith and assists people in learning the true character of the God described in the Bible.

Insight for Living - Encourages people in the Christian faith and their trust in God.

LeeStrobel.com - An apologetics website.

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