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It was supposed to be the most wonderful time of the year. I was a new bride, and my heart was full of anticipation as I looked forward to celebrating our first Christmas together as a married couple. But the holiday season turned out to be anything but peace on earth and goodwill toward my man.
Yes, Ben and I had plenty of love for each other, but we also had plenty of unspoken expectations about the holiday season—and that is where our problems began. I came from a family that believed in frugality, tradition, and fine china for all holiday gatherings. Gift-giving was minimal, and presents were calmly distributed on Christmas morning. We always dressed up for Christmas dinner as a sign of respect for the occasion and for the people who spent many hours preparing the holiday meal.
You can imagine, then, my shock when I found myself celebrating with my husband’s family in eastern Tennessee. I arrived at his parents’ home to find card tables, casual dining, and college football playing as the background noise of the season. Then, when we entered the living room, I was surprised to discover a sea of packages filling the room from one end to the other. Ben jumped right into the frenzy, and I sat watching from the periphery as paper ripped and people squealed. The entire atmosphere felt more like a circus than a holiday celebration.
Colliding expectations during the holiday season
That evening, we headed home in silence as I tried to process all that was different in our definitions of Christmas. Unfortunately, I didn’t realize that my way of celebrating the holidays wasn’t the “right” way—it was simply all I knew from childhood.
I wish I could say that Ben and I went straight to a coffee shop to talk about the day’s events. But we didn’t. Nor did we discuss our expectations for the Christmas season. Instead, we started a long pattern of disconnect and disappointment that defined our holiday memories for far too many years.
Each December, our differing expectations collided, and conflict inevitably ensued. I ended up stressed and snappy while my wounded husband tried to stay out of my way. The sad truth is that by the time the decorations were packed away, Ben and I had to work at thawing the ice that had formed between us. I was angry, he was silent, and our marriage had once again suffered because we didn’t have the courage to communicate about all that was hurting us.
Breaking the pattern
Gradually, over several years, we grew tired of that unhealthy pattern and began to talk honestly about what needed to change. Our goal was to stay connected in spite of the holiday stressors. The first area in need of negotiation was gift-giving and personal finances. So Ben and I sat down together and worked out a holiday budget. We decided how much we could spend on each friend and family member without breaking the bank. We agreed to avoid extravagance while, at the same time, we wanted to be known as people who gave generously.
Next, we tackled the differences in our family traditions. How does a city girl from Toronto merge holiday traditions with a country boy from Tennessee? We had to value our marriage above our personal preferences—and believe me, that was easier said than done. We shared childhood memories of Christmastime, agreeing to continue those things that were good and let go of traditions that didn’t feel like “us.” Settling the “Who are we?” question proved to be essential to deciding what we wanted to do. We decided there would be Christmas music in our home, but there would also be football on TV. The dinner table would be set with linens and china, but the mood would still be casual and festive.
All in the family
And then there was the matter of extended family—doesn’t everybody have that one sibling, parent, or crazy uncle who can so easily set the tone for family get-togethers during the holiday season? And doesn’t it somehow feel easier to keep the peace rather than address the issue? Christmas with the in-laws can feel challenging sometimes.
Ben’s sister was married to a man who didn’t appreciate my way of doing things, and when her husband, Gary, added alcohol to his angst, it only proved to embolden him. Ben and I had to come up with a plan. We agreed on a few simple boundaries, like not giving Gary an opportunity to be alone in a room with me where he could launch into an alcohol-infused rant and not allowing him to be a part of our Christmas feast if he had been drinking. Ben and I also agreed it would be best to avoid group conversations about politics, religion, or money—especially at our holiday gatherings.
How to manage expectations during the holiday season
Yes, we’ve had to re-evaluate and negotiate our Christmas expectations throughout the years. But the stress of the holiday season has also provided plenty of opportunity for us to learn about mutual respect, forgiveness, communication, and conflict resolution—all skills that are essential to a healthy marriage. And I’m grateful for the man in my life who gives me grace and enjoys the holiday season no matter how I decide to set the table.
1. Talk about it
When the holidays arrive, unspoken expectations often turn into arguments. This year, discuss your expectations with your spouse before the usual holiday conflicts arise. Your conversation might include these topics:
2. Coordinate finances
Talk about how much you want to spend on gifts and other holiday expenses. Negotiate a budget and stick to it. Next year, don’t wait until the holidays to put together your Christmas money plan. Get together in January to agree on your Christmas budget. Then shop a little at a time throughout the year, or save a portion of each paycheck for Christmas shopping in December.
3. Discuss extended family dynamics
Discuss the family dynamics that you see in your families of origin. If necessary, include a third party in your discussion and agree on the interpersonal boundaries that will help maintain family peace.
4. Make traditions
Take time apart to create a list of holiday traditions and preferences that you think are important. Then, meet and share your lists. Discuss meaningful Christmas traditions that you think are essential, negotiable, and maybe even unrealistic. Decide which traditions you can let go of and which ones you want to build into your new family story.
5. Spend time with your spouse
Making time for your husband or wife—without adding anything new to your load—is possible. You can look for key moments throughout the day that you can intentionally use to strengthen your most important relationship on this side of heaven: your marriage. This may be one of the most important traditions of the entire holiday season.
Making time for your marriage during the holiday season
I could feel my blood pressure rising. The red bins with green lids were overtaking my dining room table. The Christmas tree my husband had been kind enough to assemble stood forlorn without decorations. Another disappointment was the garland. My daughter’s puppy had gleefully romped through the large pile of evergreens on the floor and tracked pine needles throughout the house.
There was nothing under the tree. I hadn’t purchased a single Christmas gift—let alone wrapped one this holiday season. I couldn’t even dream about heading to the post office with beautifully wrapped gifts to mail to our friends and family. Granted, I had managed to get the family Christmas photo shoot organized with everyone in the same location at the same time dressed in coordinating outfits. (Yea, me! That was more difficult than earning the Nobel Peace Prize.) However, that left me so exhausted I hadn’t printed the photos to include with the Christmas cards, which were inside yet another plastic bin.
As I eyed the invading Christmas bling, the tension grew in my chest and shoulders. Ultimately, managing expectations and doing the tasks didn’t matter if I missed the most important thing: I wanted to avoid neglecting my husband, especially during the “happiest time of the year.”
Making time for your husband or wife—without adding anything new to your load this holiday season—is possible. Look for moments throughout the day where you can be intentional about strengthening your marriage.
Times to connect to your spouse this holiday season
As you reflect on your daily routine, think about pivotal times you can use to connect with your spouse, moments that might just work to reach out so you can briefly show a sign of affection to your spouse. Here are the times that work for us:
1. When you wake up in the morning
A perfect opportunity to connect emotionally and spiritually is in that space between getting out of bed and leaving the house for the day. You can take 10 minutes to enjoy coffee together and to chat and encourage each other. And don’t forget to display some sort of affection—a hug or a kiss—before you part.
2. When you are away
While you’re apart, send a romantic text to your spouse to show that he or she is in your thoughts and to express your appreciation for him or her.
3. When your spouse arrives home
Drop whatever you are doing to greet your spouse (even if this means putting down the Christmas décor that you’re still trying to hang). Greet him or her with a warm kiss. This sets the right tone for the rest of the evening and gives you a better chance of having a positive night with your spouse.
4. When you say goodnight
Use the time before going to bed to share one thing that you appreciate about your spouse. When you’re diligent about doing this, you’ll notice good things about him or her throughout the day. Affirm your husband or wife. Then, pray together, ending the day in spiritual unity. Having a better bedtime can lead to a better marriage.
Although the holidays are a crazy and wonderful time of year, ignore the Christmas decorating long enough to be intentional about pursuing your spouse and using everyday moments to strengthen your marriage.
